expect vs reject.
I hate when I am infatuated with someone and they display mixed emotions or subtle signals. I hate that shit because I always have this internal conflict of whether I should go for it or not. Then it becomes this dilemma of trying not to fall into the “expect” or “reject” mentality.
“Expect” is when I don’t do anything and expect the other person to make the initiative.
“Reject” is when I don’t do anything because I am fearful of being rejected.
Either way I don’t do anything. I think this is why I lost so many opportunities with dudes.
GAY.